DIFFERENT

I love to read about people, who are doing some great and amazing things everywhere. When you are in routine its so easy to get so wrapped up in your little world you truly can forget that their is so many different adventures.
I'm so happy here in Missouri I have wonderful children and a great husband. I have a great job, beautiful home but, if were honest with our selves we always wonder what would life be like if I had chosen differently.
I say if you want something go for it.... don't let your normal day to day routine take you down a path that perhaps if you really open your eyes you could see (DIFFERENT)!!! Sayer who is 13, we talk about his future. I want him to reach for the stars hes so smart and funny just one of those kids you know will go far and not just because hes mine...hes truly cool! I would love for him to go to school abroad.. He would do well. I only hope that I have made him strong enough to chose (DIFFERENT). Trevin that's the 10 yr old we talk too hes just as cool don't ask me how I did it but, I have two really good boys... If I wasn't their mom I would still want to hang out with them. Trevin and I can do anything together and its a blast. I am really trying to be mom not their best friend that's really hard. At the end of the day when I am all alone in my thoughts I wouldn't change a thing about my life but, for the kids I pray for (DIFFERENT). . Now days I do feel as though I think harder, perhaps longer about the options I impose on myself and my family. (DIFFERENT) could be so cool. Tomorrow will quite possibly be (DIFFERENT).

What its Friday?

One would think since its a Friday that it means you can relax, not around here. It only means that instead of dropping off the boys at their own practice and then picking them up at basically what I feel like is bed time. It means their is football games, girls to see, showers and primping like any normal teenage boy does. Leaving the house in a fog from all the cologne that they spray on their bodies.It takes an act of congress to get them where they need to be in the manner in which they want to get there. Just wait anyone who has a cute adorable baby boy or girl once they get to be 13 or 14 you never have the same children ever again. They some how somewhere must take a very intense class on how to have 40 different conversations on the same phone, going at the same time with all different options. Then, just when you think you know where it is they want to be nope different girls, different place, different drop zones. It makes me crazy. Tim and I laugh all the time we remind each other what older and much wiser folks have told us "your going to miss that someday". So,when before 5 pm and we have driven 100 miles I sing that song in my head "your gonna miss this". They don't go to sleep with bed time stories being told anymore we pile up on their beds and they give me the break down of their evening.... I do love those times now,it makes you feel like a really good mom when they want to share that kind of low down scoop. So really at the end of the wild and lots of miles driven would I trade it for anything in the world no way I love them boys with every fiber in me and I would do it forever if I could.