DIFFERENT

I love to read about people, who are doing some great and amazing things everywhere. When you are in routine its so easy to get so wrapped up in your little world you truly can forget that their is so many different adventures.
I'm so happy here in Missouri I have wonderful children and a great husband. I have a great job, beautiful home but, if were honest with our selves we always wonder what would life be like if I had chosen differently.
I say if you want something go for it.... don't let your normal day to day routine take you down a path that perhaps if you really open your eyes you could see (DIFFERENT)!!! Sayer who is 13, we talk about his future. I want him to reach for the stars hes so smart and funny just one of those kids you know will go far and not just because hes mine...hes truly cool! I would love for him to go to school abroad.. He would do well. I only hope that I have made him strong enough to chose (DIFFERENT). Trevin that's the 10 yr old we talk too hes just as cool don't ask me how I did it but, I have two really good boys... If I wasn't their mom I would still want to hang out with them. Trevin and I can do anything together and its a blast. I am really trying to be mom not their best friend that's really hard. At the end of the day when I am all alone in my thoughts I wouldn't change a thing about my life but, for the kids I pray for (DIFFERENT). . Now days I do feel as though I think harder, perhaps longer about the options I impose on myself and my family. (DIFFERENT) could be so cool. Tomorrow will quite possibly be (DIFFERENT).